i aint coming out, it's not for me, its for other people
put it in a box, under the bed, lock it away
I aint coming out
all the words ive been called,... faggot, ,,, queer,,,,, thats not for me
its just words, people use them all the time.....punctuated with punches and kicks
we all had that happen to us.... of course we did..... didn't we?
I aint coming out
the curve of the back, the lines of the torso, the biceps, the triceps
all the beauty of the male form, the homoerotic
yes... it's easy on the eye, it's just art! calms me down
no, it doesn't make me hard yes it does!
I aint coming out
I ain't gonna do it again, it built up in my head
I saw the pictures, it made me feel good,
Then I came and I thought this is wrong!!
I aint coming out
take up boxing, kickboxing, wear a mask
GOD I HATE THIS..... look... just wear the mask!
wear the false face, cause i'm telling you
I aint coming out
been at this for so long, dont know whats real and what's fake anymore
but i'll tell you.... I aint coming out
you gonna make me say? im gay? no way!
look i got no issues, i got lots of gay friends
here..... look at page 3.......erm that aint for me
I aint coming out
there is something there, makes me stare, but not sure,,, makes sense but doesn't make sense
I aint coming out
SIGH! that feels sooooooo good!
this can NEVER come out!
Kane Corvus 2023
Kane Corvus is a Derby based spoken word performer, he gigs regularly around the UK.
